bad habit

My mom tells me to not bite my nails My mom tells me to be kind to myself It's okay, honey, we learn from mistakes She'd always say as nothing ever changed Let's go back around again Watch me fall and break my neck Get up and say that it never happened Then go ahead and jump right back in with a Bad habit of loving you Bad habit of choosing you Over everything I know is better Look me in the eyes, it's not fair It's not fair Bad habit of loving you It only takes five or six days That's what the internet says To form something to become addicted to Of all substances did it have to be you My friends say I'm better than this The flags aren't so easy to miss Almost seems like a cruel joke Yet it's also like I could've known Bad habit of loving you Bad habit of choosing you Over everything I know is better Lord help me keep all this in mind Help me if I see his face another time To resist the urge to watch my habits die Die hard tonight Die hard tonight Oh no Look me in the eyes, it's not fair It's not fair Bad habit of loving you