Necrophenomenon

You lie Awake in bed at night A blade Against your arm to wake yourself up Inside Pain that you feel you deserve You have Almost lost your mind Ballad Of a broken mind Could you Bring yourself to leave it behind Lone room No one home to hear you scream You have Almost lost your mind Go take that rope down from the rafters Put the blue pills back and sit them on the shelf If I could go back and have my say You'd live to cry another day And to this day in pains me still That on the night you took your pill I was chasing butterflies to high in the sky Out my reach coz my zoom in was ill Windowsill prescription, for a condition Ended up for affliction, Causing soul eviction, so It hurts that all I know Is your surface level and your face from one photo But at that point you'd already heard the call To end it all, curtain call, mortal thrall Cant put an excuse in Cause I was clued in I was the one who didn't do anything I've been told it wouldn't make a difference But either way its too late If I played my part back then I would never remember that date Go take that rope down from the rafters Put the blue pills back and sit them on the shelf If I could go back and have my say But in this world I can't bring you back