mask it up

I chose my own path to walk along I took a right and then it all went wrong All I wanted was to feel like I belong I didn't know where to go or who to be Happiness was nothing but a memory The mask that I wore was defining me So I said How will I know When will I see That something is really out there waiting for me Where will I go Who will I be How can I look when these tears fill up my eyes How can I think if my mind is full of lies How can I take my mask off Of disguise I'm on a path and I walk alone I messed it up a lot and now I'm on my own My future's wide ahead But it's so unknown I want to scream I want to yell and shout Everything within I want to let it out Stuck in my head Too much to think about So I said How will I know When will I see That something is really out there waiting for me Where will I go Who will I be How can I look when these tears fill up my eyes How can I think if my mind is full of lies How can I take my mask off Of disguise I don't know who I am But I know who I wanna be A girl who can walk her path And smile happily But I mask up my face I mask up my heart I mask up my fire Before it can even start Now I must embrace the path I walk along And let the old part of me be dead and gone I'll take off my mask I'll smile with delight The sun will rise again And it'll fill my sky with light But how will I know When will I see That something is really out there waiting for me Where will I go Who will I be How can I look when these tears fill up my eyes How can I think if my mind is full of lies How can I take my mask off Of disguise How will I know When will I see I messed it up a lot and now I'm on my own I want to scream I want to yell and shout Everything within I want to let it out Where will I go Who will I be