preconcieved notion

Painting on our fingernails It feels like it's a sin to everything we are and everything we've been I'm too afraid to wear that now I think I'm just afraid to see everything I know that I could be A past I could have lived that I don't wanna see I don't know how to carry it now Do you think I'll always live with my preconceived notion of my lack of humanity It's just a rumor It's just a secret It's just who I am Do you think you could love me Through all my humanity