feels like this

Elisa drove up in her mother's car We can't pay for gas so we don't drive far She says "it's getting harder to just exist" And I don't think it should feel like this Morgan can't go to therapy She can't afford it in the economy Leaves the freezer running to ice her wrists What else do you do when it feels like this Our coming of age never came Generation full of dreamers left awake And don't you dare try and tell me to change When I just know it shouldn't feel this way Blake writes notes on his bedroom wall But sickly sweet can't soothe the fall Fogs up his lungs to go adrift Where else do you go when it feels like this Sierra misses all my texts Her mind is heavy, her plans are wrecked Writes songs about the life she missed What else do you do when it feels like this Our coming of age never came Generation full of dreamers left awake And don't you dare try and tell me to change When I just know it shouldn't feel this way I look out on a still life scene I've outgrown the world but I'm still nineteen No coming of age to reminisce I just know it shouldn't feel like this