garden

I despise the aftermath of January For you I'll chalk it up to something arbitrary I don't care for global warming When I wake up to winter mornings But when you walk out in your coat it all makes sense When you drive back to college it's an execution So we lay on your carpet fighting evolution Your sister sends me a care package As I give you back all your jackets You hold me while I break your heart in two But I miss your garden Where you planted seeds I miss your heart and do you Do you miss my weeds I'm in the ocean Where you pulled me through Who am I now but just Someone who needs you Someone who still needs you Call it off in shambles before February Make out in your car behind the cemetery Falling never was so simple I wrapped my arms 'round all your riddles But now all my crossword knots just seem to dumb us down But who else knows your eye color changes on the daily Who will kiss you goodbye and ask you to drive home safely And I know that I don't deserve to Be jealous of the future girl who Will hold you in her arms when I'm letting go I miss your garden Where you planted seeds I miss your heart and do you Do you miss my weeds I'm in the ocean Where you pulled me through Who am I now but just Someone who needs you Someone who still needs you Two nights ago you were here with arms around me Pledge yourself to lifetimes we stopped decorating At 2am you kissed my hand Walked out to the door with all our plans So when I whispered "come back" You couldn't hear