Grateful

My past, well, it wasn't always so bright But you gave me the strength to continue to fight We talked for hours as you revealed yourself to me All the while encouraging me to be free But I had been bound for a very long time Freedom you see, for me it was extremely hard to find My mind was so cloudy, I was accustom to pain I made some bad decisions, yes, I live in shame Life had dealt me some horrible blows I no longer wanted to live and I had no hope for tomorrow But you were with me every step of the way Remember the times, I didn't wanna here nothing you had to say I wasn't even upset with you I simply believed I was unworthy so I withdrew I didn't understand how you could love me With all of my flaws and stains, simply put I felt filthy and ashamed You Abba Yah continued to pursue Knowing all along, I was smitten with you One day you drew me into your presence again I found myself sobbing, truly making amends Your love was so strong, your glory overshadowed me My hands lifted up and I became your detainee It was an honor once again to be called your name My life was changed, I was no longer the same Never again will I leave your side Yahshua I'm yours, I will always be your bride