I Just Really Hope You Exist

I hear the way she talks about the green in his eyes And it makes me wonder if anyone would notice the brown in mine And I've been talking to the walls so much I think I'm seeing faces In the cracks and empty spaces And I can taste it on my tongue New peppermint lip balm Betcha didn't know that cherry was my favorite when I was young I've been picking at my skin Tryna put the pieces together Been doing bad, I hope that you're better I know they say I'll find somebody I know it's selfish but why does everybody get to Be so happy when I'm sleeping alone Wishing it was your chest instead of my pillow I talk to the moon about how much I love you Well, she probably thinks I'm crazy But lately, I've been thinking that way too 'Cuz all the words in my mind Like falling stars in the night Just because I'm okay being alone doesn't mean I'm not lonely in my own right I know they say I'll find somebody I know it's selfish but why does everybody get to Be so happy when I'm sleeping alone Wishing it was your chest instead of my pillow I really hope you exist I just really hope you exist (Please) (Please) (Please) Please Please I know they say I'll find somebody I know it's selfish but why does everybody get to Be so happy when I'm sleeping alone Wishing it was your chest instead of my pillow I should learn to be happy while I have room to grow Play some Billie Holiday and mend my old Old soul