Violent Miracles

I need a reason for the calm Look how your body has suffered after all It's times like these I feel caution is just a rotting corpse Just give me less until I waste into My purest form Hearts filled in adoration Or was it complicity? You thought you'd leave me waiting I got lost at lightning speed You wanted a proper send-off Or you just need to be A fraction of what we're given A fragment you'll choose to keep As long as you get that far Or maybe we deserve To stay right where we are Until they put us in the dirt And you look at me in mourning And you look with vapid eyes In the mirror I'm just so smug The sight is so unnerving How the f*ck did I let it get this way? A carousel of my wants beyond the gate But I'll never reach it Reaching outward I never thought to be apprehensive Humbled, as you are This all could stop with that expression Reaching outward I never thought to be apprehensive Humbled, as you are This all could stop with that expression A comprehension of the Reasons you had gone away Nothing left to contemplate I get the debt that I'm owed I'm stuck in limbo with the seeds that I've sown I get the debt that I'm owed I'm stuck in limbo with the seeds that I've sown Mirrored in faith The taste of regret I can feel it breathing down my neck You're breaking chase What did I expect? You've been folding corners where this ends Reaching outward I never thought to be apprehensive Humbled, as you are This all could stop with that expression Reaching outward I never thought to be apprehensive Humbled, as you are This all could stop with that expression A comprehension of the Reasons you had gone away No one left to captivate You are a violent, unmoving miracle The pale speaks within, and the madness engulfs us all