fearless thoughts (BAWL)

Yeah doe, I just need mo I just popped tab now I can see mo Tryna find love in a world so evil Black my heart so I match the people Tear apart cuz that's all that we know Fearless thoughts, I just left my future to the tarot cards Walked up to the reaper and I said square up Ooooooo Don't mind me I ain't talkin bout shit That's my mind, it really won't quit But sometimes I wonder bout this Man sometimes I wonder bout this Don't mind me I ain't talkin bout shit That's my mind, it really won't quit But sometimes I wonder bout this Man sometimes I wonder bout this Aye aye aye aye aye Aye aye aye aye aye aye aye What's on my mind It replay in my head like all the time And what I find Is I am really not afraid to die But I live on cuz I don't really want my momma cryin So I'ma get strong and never let misfortune back inside Aye aye, I done seen the light Crept back to darkness before it seemed to bright I ain't wanna get engulfed in it Cuz once you in it all the way, you won't see another day And that's all to say, we gone ball today And I ain't talkin tears Conquering the memories that I ain't fought in years Just for all the reassurance that I sought to hear Hmmmm I can't even listen to the voices in my head Cuz I know them lil muthafuckas want me dead All of my regrets done left a carcass full of dread Need a holy water cleanse, I'ma wash away the sins Knowing me the shit might just burn away my skin Since I played like God was make pretend What if I had made it to the gates and can't get in Cast down to hell, this ain't where I'm posed to been Stole Satan's chariot and took it for a spin That's when I begin to realize what it's all worth Thinkin I done been through hell and back just to realize I never left Earth What's on my mind It replay in my head like all the time And what I find Is I am really not afraid to die But I live on cuz I don't really want my momma cryin So I'ma get strong and never let misfortune back inside