Can't Get Close

I don't hope to die But I know that I Was not so alive when I was writing this I don't hope to die But I know that I I don't hope to die But I yea I don't hope to die But I know that I Was not so alive when I was writing this I was loosing hope I could use a pope I was 2 for 4 'For calling home That's 50/50 like a honcho know I don't know where this walk could go I don't know why I'm talking slow Bitch I need the C.R.E.A.M like a waffle cone Cash Ruined Everything Round Me Ain't no lean round me Though I seem drowsy Bitch I'm just tired of waiting on things round me Everybody got this bling round me Niggas tell me keep ya head up king Funny how they couldn't even crown me Couldn't even let this henny drown me I don't let niggas drink round me Papa did it but he better now It took me to leave for him to settle down Know the metal steaming like a kettle now The metal steaming like a kettle now The block is hot they got several rounds I'm Will Smith up in Seven Pounds Looking like a lost seven pounds To be a cash cow you need a kettle now The bell's ringing School in session People watching you can't let em down Life is like shark infested waters you get ate alive You can swim with pride But it's one thing they don't let you drown One thing you don't let you drown A dollars worth ain't shit Lbs not a couple pounds Fornicating with some foreign women ain't so special now That I met a gal She gon catch a gown That is all white I'm a be the groom Will I settle down? That's more than maybe shit I'm hoping for it She gon want a baby am I goin for it? She gon want a baby am I goin for it? This a open letter To save me and stay copacetic I just hope I go a goat and legend I just hope I go a goat and legend Mama told me go up to store Yea Then she tossed the key Told me drive slow up in the snow Yea That's all I need Lord knows I took the long way Yea He gon' talk to me Lord gon get some shit up off me And wake me up just like a coffee bean To this harsh reality I feel it coming they applauding me I feel it coming but it's all on me Gotta be better then I sought to be Let me tell you bout these thoughts lately Yea mind cloudy shit is all hazey I been whippin' shit up in the fog lately In a twin bed with some jaded thoughts It's hard as shit for me to me shake it off It's hard as shit for to shake it off Put some money on my mans books Pray to God his fam pay it off Thoughts racin' like Andretti meets Tyson Gay in box Chevy You'da thought I was thinkin with a anvil way my mind heavy I just really need to speak in public To this girl that I seen on Douglas She gon get it off me I just need some comfort Lord knows I ain't the only one I'm with you Dunc know yo pop gone And BJ I know yo pop gone They don' took yo cousin and tweet about it It's crazy how you even speak about it I just had to say my RIP about it Father where would I be without you I don't know but I can't imagine All those nights that's we played at rappin Transcended to me on a road with Pocahontas Writing this with 7 matches Tryna put fire in a song But in the end I was really tryna find my own I just really wanna find a zone and be a kid again on the xylophone And I dail ya phone And you was in a jail as a kid I would cry alone As a kid I would cry at home Never seen a man show emotion More money bring more problems What you think it bring to the brokest What you think it mean to fiend Get by any means look at Uncle Tony I just pray I never get addicted cause I miss a woman On my mind so much shit up on it On my mind know that Jas mine not a different woman Temporary know the shit broken Cause a shift of focus On that note Ima end it on this Where I'm going Lord I don't know What's in store for me I don't know Where I'm going Lord I don't know Where I'm goin Lord tell me Where I'm going Lord I don't know What's in store for me I don't know Is it too late to get close Lord Is it too late to get close Lord I don't know