GOD IS CRYING

My best foot forward I'm Ford Focused I foreclosed all the folks That was rent free in my mind See these hoes Drop rakes house to house like an autumn job Autobahn they ain't stopping by just f*ck See they driving by too My therapist specialize in help gun wound survivors Thought that he could cure the violence In my sleep paralysis 6th session started telling stories We was making progress Next session he got robbed at gun point Couldn't help me out it Why on block my head on the swivel like Stojaković Why am I writing in my white neighborhood to see how I can live Why am I Mike in the Wiz The life I live The life I want The life I can't get all the same I been living all in reign I promise I won't call the game Life gave us lemons I done called Lorraine That's a nickname Like Kendrick Sherane stay with me on this thang Since a kid I been mad at this city like I'm Carter, Wayne It's really Gotham Street violence Keep piling Staccato Keep rising Foe fye Could be a giant Promise they gone sing about me Niggas in the hood better than Jordan But won't get up out it I may waste time But won't be a waste of talent Yea Yea God is crying God is crying Yea Yea The sun and moon Is like Sailor Moon Its influence is drawing out a character That can save the room I was doomed The second out the womb At 7 seen more than most adults do In a life time with reincarnation Lion hearted nigga I seen scared faces Thank God my father fought gangsters I was taught the basics Wife beater and some jean shorts Shadow boxing on the porch Like I was raised in New York It had kept me the safest Like stealing bases I'm just tryna make it to home But not like God throne I been rapping on this phone Like we ain't got a Hov I been speaking in a tone Like I ain't hope When I'm on the phone Niggas they can sense that I'm down 'For the phone dial That's why I just text now But most times I don't text back Muted eleven chats I ain't talking to niggas That's doing better than me I need some leverage at least So When you hear this album's And you hear 3 sides touching desires Just know I desired fame to feel worthy to be around And then desired you, which is lust so they love me now And then desired more Got it all then I finally found I only desire peace in me and I see it now The God in me is hurting inside and it's ending now I need to feel better Heal more And live better