Aftermath (Drifting)

Good morning Wake up early in the morning and I look at the sky Some days I be mourning, thankful that I'm alive I survived I survived I wake up early in the morning and I look at the sky Some days I be mourning, thankful that I'm alive I survived I survived I spark one up, well aware someone could've run up On me when I was done up, after school could've sprung up With a gun, split my dome to bits Over first day clothes that they could not get I admit, survival guilt pass through my mind Guess it wasn't my time, stars wasn't aligned I recline, reminisce over the time Older cousin killed driving, I was next in the line Treece got her own license, I was tryna get mine Remember getting that call, couldn't fight through the crying Unk told me be strong, in the funeral line I declined that fear, cause I won't be confined To those thoughts, turn, tossed in my bed for naught Caught forethought stuck in my head and taught That you can't fear death, when we all allotted With time on the clock, not a second is lost Wake up early in the morning and I look at the sky Some days I be mourning, thankful that I'm alive I survived I survived I wake up early in the morning and I look at the sky Some days I be mourning, thankful that I'm alive I survived I survived I spark one up, thinking bout my old friend Nick Slid to the wrong clique, with some fucked up shit Next I see him on the news, let the story omit Mind gone over drugs, he ain't know that he hit Took his own life, another one gone in the night Den been trapping niggas, to the left and the right And despite, very few seeing the light Somehow I was spared, when the window was tight Seen a young dude cuffed on the corner and knew Bullets flew through the air, then I walked right through Came a whole ten sooner, could've been gone too But I left without a scratch, that's the card I drew One facing full time, morgue just got two Cause he won't make it out, really nothing is new Hard truth, I'm feeling Ms. Hill's debut Miseducation waste another life, what's new Wake up early in the morning and I look at the sky Some days I be mourning, thankful that I'm alive I survived I survived I wake up early in the morning and I look at the sky Some days I be mourning, thankful that I'm alive I survived I survived I spark one up over time, refined my own mind Cause I couldn't let it waste, inside the outline Designed for more climbs, outside the confines Unbound from those binds, and moved through those vines It seems, lately I've been flooded by dreams I survived test one, at the end of my teens Story only just begun, but the path unseen Dove deep in the dept, feeling stuck in between Them dreams, death seen, at the end of the stream I was stuck inside a rut, I was losing my steam Fearing wasting these blessings, why did she choose me When patience just lessen, which of me will she see Foolish hope up in the sky, I survive or thrive Can't drive in neutral, so I thrive for life What's the next page written, what will I decide See you on the other side, of the great divide Wake up early in the morning and I look at the sky Some days I be mourning, thankful that I'm alive I survived I survived I wake up early in the morning and I look at the sky Some days I be mourning, thankful that I'm alive I survived I survived I survived I survived Gotta more than just survive Gotta make sure I'm alive I survived I survived Gotta more than just survive Gotta make sure I'm alive Gotta more than just survive...