Escape (feat. Tavia Ellis)

Learning to be careful as I choose We all pick our poison, the point is it's up to you You may smoke a blunt after work or sip a little booze But if you over do it then you're only losing you So stay true to yourself Understand what's most important, never ruin yourself And the music got me wondering like "Who could you help?" Mistaken the man in the mirror as your usual self Perfect is imperfect but you think to stay pure Life is full of thrillers and that's human nature Thought you left the past but memories stay here And you swear to God you got it but it still aint clear People asking "what you do to yourself?" And really got me thinking like "am I losing myself?" And I'm taking care of others never choosing myself Like tryna show off your trophy with a loose screw on the shelf Things that fall apart all come together And If you don't go right now then it's gone forever I've been trying to escape (Escape) Escape (Escape) I been tryna find a better way Hurts to know when you come home you'll pick the bottle up Home doesn't feel like home, my feelings bottle up Of course it's hurt to think about my pops like this But he only coming home to more drama and some toxic shit And a relationship he coping with, Hoping that a home exist for bro and sis Hoping they don't notice it I'm Glad you love us, and you always say you proud of us Wishing I could say the same, but you ain't been allowing us I'm moving forward and there's more fear My hearts been torn and they more tears Asking the lord to make it more clear Questions ain't answered, He ignored here I made that mistake once never again am I going there I figured out to stick out since you had kicked me out hurtfully And f*ck them people that's been hurting me Deep down I hope that Imma learn and see That ain't nobody good for me, not even me Things that fall apart all come together And If you don't go right now then it's gone forever I've been trying to escape (Escape) Escape (Escape) I been tryna find a better way