Wishing I Was You

I wanna say it I have to say it I'm exhausted I'm exhausted Yeah this shit is barely enough I been so focused on leveling up That I'm steady forgetting with getting in touch There's never no room, it's happening soon I'm healing these wounds cause I been in the cuts Been in the mood I got it together I been getting better developing trust I give a f*ck cause I's barely a graduate I made my way through the labyrinth Find me in traffic, don't you go testing your luck cause it ends in disaster Picked up the pen 'bout 5 winters ago if I give it 2 more then it's mastered The money we keep getting plastered 8 ballin with all bastards I look in the mirror I love you You been the one I could run to Was ashamed of me saying it's tough and trust But Lately been wishing I was you You was The one who done did that You went to hell and you been back Understand you was the reason That you even made it this far so don't you forget that Hate to just say that it's true This shit don't come easy I can't keep waiting for you I just been praying for Googs, praying for Beezy Knowing they makin it through Where would You be if You stepped out With those who ain't thinking if shit had effect up on you Where would You be if You listened to very same people Who willing to step all on you There's dice to roll Ya Vices sow Ya life and soul The highs and lows Been Why and so There isn't a need For me to believe they believe me Sadly cause they could just leave me Act like I can't get a piece like it's Reese's Don't wanna say it too soon, don't wanna play by the rules They think they can do what I do cause I make it look easy Gave this my heart I'm devoted Had to make clear my motives Intentions are pure a nigga secure I just had to learn to let go shit Niggas be thinking they know what it means to be a Real nigga But really don't know shit They really be all on that hoe shit They don't even know shit