I Won't Wash Off

Dig deep into this pile of shit That beats as my heart There you'll find the longing For something that I tore apart I needed to turn my back Like adhesive I stuck Behind that line I lost touch After we last touched And so now it seems That I'm losing my mind We wanted an ideal And there's nothing I wouldn't have sacrificed Until I looked in the mirror And found myself at home inside Dig deep into this pile of filth That pumps from my heart Understand that if I can't find peace Then I'll surely leave scars Leave the door unlocked I'm coming home I don't want to be Advised my rights I don't need no reason To hide behind an alibi Take my breath And sallow whole This could be the last time You stand upright Wave your hair From out of your face And watch your life Fall out of sight