Indecisive

Yea Yea Unh Let's get it I don't know what I wanna do with my fucking life I wanna live a long time but then sometimes I just don't I mean like life isn't too bad but I'm often hella sad so What am I doing wrong I don't know what I wanna do with my fucking life I wanna live a long time but then sometimes I just don't I mean like life isn't too bad but I'm often hella sad so What am I doing wrong Yea What the f*ck am I doing so wrong I've been hella stressin so don't mind me if I hit the bong I be chillin no matter what Don't care if I'm alone Actually you know what I do but I dont show it tho Okay okay What the f*ck going on With my head I swear I'm fucking losing it Can't decide if I would rather live or die Back and forth I'm back and forth I really need to pick side Pick a side I'm indecisive as f*ck And then of course with my luck I prolly won't get a choice But right now I guess I do So what am I gonna do I just don't know but I know If I don't pick on and go I'll be done finished Finished and done I'm tryna live my life and Just have some fun Where I don't need no drugs to Make me feel fine I guess I need to give it Give it some time Oh Yes I do Yea unh Oh yes I do Yea unh Oh yes I do Yea f*ck Oh yes I do Yes I do Yes I do Yes i do I dont know what I wanna do with my fucking life I wanna live a long time but then sometimes I just don't I mean like life isn't too bad but I'm often hella sad so What am I doing wrong Told people I wanna die Rather than to chose to try That's so god damn fucking sad Tired of feelin so bad Reminisce on what I had It was really not that bad But I still but I still wanna fucking die I don't mean that shit sincerely honestly I want to Find a shortie that'll stick wit me cuz she done want to Got so fucking high passed that shit now she really gone too Once I prolly get to know her she gone end up gone too Unloading a clip of truth I aim loose who will I shoot My main goal is to pursue The real question is with who Cuz honestly who wants to Have so much the success But still feeling real depressed I feel like that would be me I feel like that could be me I feel like that would be me I feel like that could be me I feel like that would be me I feel like that could be me yea F*ck