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I'm sorry you ain't feel special When you so to special to me I had a lot on my mind But I still had the damn time To get you something Make you something Make you feel real special Our one month anniversary it really hurt for me to see You crying all because of me and you don't believe When I be saying I love you still got doubt in mind I hope you know I mean what I say not just half the time And every moment with you I wish I could press rewind So I could relive it again and be next to you Cause every moment that i'm not got me feeling blue Girl i'm so sorry I did not come through for you When you came through for me How could I honestly How could I honestly Be so stupid Be so stupid How could I How could I How could I How could I be so fucking stupid I don't know cause You're literally the best girl friend i've ever had and I hope to god that you're my last I don't want no one And all I wanna do you is make you feel special I wanna make you breakfast in the early mornings Just like you do for me whenever I come over I wanna show you the same love that you show me I'll show you off something like a golden trophy baby I hope you know i'm not taking you for granted Whatsoever I appreciate everything that you do for me I really do Yea I'm letting every single girl know your my baby And no decision in my life will ever change me I'll be the same for you i'll care you until the end I don't know how my love for you could ever be pretend You so damn perfect to me girl ten outta ten You got feeling on a rush much adrenaline Pumping through my blood in my veins Holding on to the damn reins I'm hoping I don't lose control My grip was really slipping You got really feeling Like i'm a piece of shit Well that's because I am But i've been working on it I use to think nobody Would ever fucking love me But now way more than ever I know that's not the truth Yea Yea that's not the truth Because you love me girl And I love you too And I love And I love And I love you too Yea Let's get our lives in motion Stop all the commotion One day live up by the ocean That would so be amazing It really would Like what am I doing here waiting I know got What it takes but hard to believe in Myself girl I don't even really know why I Knock myself instead of choosing to fly high Skills and talent what I got but not if I don't try I'ma go real far wishing you were my by side Wishing you were by my side Wishing you were by my side Yea Wishing you were by my side My side my side wishing you were by My side my side wishing you were by My side my side wishing you were by My side my side are you down to ride My side my side wishing you were by My side my side wishing you were by My side my side wishing you were by My side my side are you down to ride