These Past Four Years

As we all hit the ground running again In this time that's just been wasted away For these worn out pages, familiar faces And the same old shit on a different day This life I lead is failing cause I'll never learn my lesson We've spent so much time, drawing a fine line Between progress and walking backwards What have I learned here, nothing could be clear When knowledge won't come from the source It won't be too long before I'm long gone From this place that's known me so well As my time dwindles down to nothing at all I have to find where I have to go Cause I need a deep warm feeling, that sense of healing And a place I can call my home I'm searching for something right for me Break through these walls and set me free We've spent so much time, drawing a fine line Between progress and walking backwards What have I learned here, nothing could be clear When knowledge won't come from the source It won't be too long before I'm long gone From this place that's known me so well These past four years I've spent wasting away from what I'm meant to be I'll never get that back, no I'll never get that back