Chapter IV: 18

I was in love once too But maybe you weren't I guess I never knew I should've seen right through But he's a good guy When he's away from you I've never been a twin flame But I have been a twin fantasy I don't want to play the twin game 'Cause I've got better things to be than somebody's lover I'd rather be a better older brother 'Cause it's not your fault but My cousins hardly saw me when we were together Oh well I guess I'll skip the pass and just puff Chief that shit Getting high on a Tuesday And feel like shit when I wake up It's the type of love that happens when You're young, and drunk, and dumb Sure we could f*ck in the back But I wish we'd just kiss in the front I don't miss who I was But I do miss the feeling of being in love After we broke up we were friends for a couple hours but then You fucked my friend while I was passed out I was in the next room Sleeping on the couch Everyone else told me and that's how I found out It's strange 'cause I didn't even think I was choked up But I look in the mirror and it's the fifth day in a row That I've smoked up Puts a lot more meaning to what you two Did when you were drunk I didn't think much of it but you almost fucked A lot of people would be a lot more upset than I was Oh well I guess I'll just go party for the third time this week I guess it's just another thirty-day weekend Being me I guess that's just what happens When you fall in love at 18