Freak

I think I'm gonna take up smoking Just so I have a reason to talk to you Do you ever even notice How I try so hard to cool, I mean to be cool (F*ck) Cause I can't help but notice you not noticing me I'm a freak Maybe If I was charming you'd like me I guess we'll never see Is it something with my notions Or is it the colour of my shoes You don't want to become closer Is there nothing I can do Every day I see new faces Not a single one sees me When do I lose all the traces Of everything I used to be Cause I can't help but notice you not noticing me I'm a freak Maybe if I tried harder you'd like me I guess we'll never Cause I can't help but notice that you're too good for me I'm a freak I'm begging for you to look at me I'm on my knees Maybe if I was stronger you'd like me I guess we'll never see