I Have Not Felt the Touch Of Another Human Being in a Very Long Time

My body can't remember anybody else's body I just know that, at some point, I was not alone I can't trace her face or place the way our bodies were arranged Late nights she would call and I would fall into an altered state Hope burns worse than her touch, I'll get my hair cut and maybe change my name Someone new to open a brand new notion of my greater place My body can't remember anybody else's body I just know that, at some point, I was not alone I was not alone, there's things I have outgrown Like a flower in the snow, now I am alone I can't seem to be what he will need, I won't make anyone complete A Jesus freak, my heathen beats his little drum inside of me A naked boy, I was his toy, but we no longer even speak A naked man, I was his plan, exalting me between the sheets My body can't remember anybody else's body I just know that, at some point, I was not alone I was not alone, there's things I have outgrown Like a flower in the snow, now I am alone Now I am alone Now I am alone Now I am alone Now I am alone Now I am alone