Crushing Serenity

I'm longing for a life under the sea To sink until the weight is crushing me With it's might until my body starts breaking What remains Is what I sing I don't want to die but I wanna be dead The anxiety is putting bolts of pain through my head I will not let off until I reach the ground The comforting sound of emptiness is all that I found Lying on the floor I can't make out the sun Still I see the lights but not what is to come Twenty thousand leagues and the pressure is high This ocean is comforting me with all of it's might I'm drowning in uncertainty My lungs collapse and all is Coming down on me Unease and tension 's breaking free I watch my world is going Down down down down down I'm longing for a life under the sea To sink until the weight is crushing me With it's might until my body starts breaking What remains Is what I sing I'm longing for a life under the sea To sink until the weight is crushing me I'm sinking down down down I watch my chest opening wide I took a glimpse and all was Fading into white Repression fuels serenity Still I watch my world going Down down down I'm longing for a life under the sea To sink until the weight is crushing me With it's might until my body starts breaking What remains Is what I sing