Save My Soul

These long nights takin' a toll And the devil got me playin' a roll Spendin' all my time breakin' the mold Prayin' God will start savin' my soul Yeah All this confusion in my conscience I lost the right to choose, booze the only option I keep fearin' em I'm hearin' the demons I can't even speak correctly, got delerium tremens The shakes All these voices in my head are they fake? I heard my apply tell me "son you ain't safe" You can either save your ass or save face Before I eat this bullet imma say grace Like Thank ya I wanna thank ya For all the pain you gave me You turned the fun times into numb times Now no one's comin' to save me These long nights takin' a toll And the devil got me playin' a roll Spendin' all my time breakin' the mold Prayin' God will start savin' my soul Yeah A man of constant sorrow, I gotta soggy bottom I could probably source it back to all my mommy problems Sometimes I wonder though if my defects of character Will always hold me back or why I kept the barriers Like guilt and shame Lyin, lustful, loveless So I kill the pain With the cup full of the numbness Just to feel the same Anger and resentment The dangers of existin' not livin' And I think it's time to let go Ready set go This time I'll try for real To save my soul That God size hole I always try to fill Hook: These long nights takin' a toll And the devil got me playin' a roll Spendin' all my time breakin' the mold Prayin' God will start savin' my soul Yeah I go to the place where There's no space and time Where's there's no wrong or right Just tell me why You gave me wings like I was made to fly To chase these dreams And then you took away the sky These long nights takin' a toll And the devil got me playin' a roll Spendin' all my time breakin' the mold Prayin' God will start savin my soul These long nights takin' a toll And the devil got me playin' a roll