X Part of Me

My heart still aches, my pulse still races Saying mind's awake is an understatement Haven't had time to see both sides of the situation Sometimes I wish things were different It's not everything that I'm feeling for you Cause when you call after all we've been through I'm still there whether I want to be You're bigger than the picture I want to see Right now your broken heart makes me happy That might just be the 'ex' part of me I used to like the taste of your lips If I kissed you now it'd taste like your own medicine Maybe it's just another pattern we're living in Funny how I don't see you hanging out with him But if this was a game, I didn't want to win I'm still there whether I want to be You're bigger than the picture I want to see Right now your broken heart makes me happy That might just be the ex part of me I feel guilt now that you're hurting But even still, what you've done comes around Right now, your broken heart makes me happy That might just be the ex part of me I know you're human too I understand and can sympathize with you But now and then, I lose sight of the truth you didn't know what it felt like, and now you do I'm still there whether I want to be You're bigger than the picture I want to see Right now your broken heart makes me happy Maybe that's just the 'ex' part of me I'm still there whether I want to be You're bigger than the picture I want to see Right now your broken heart makes me happy That might just be the ex part of me