Find the Peace

I look into your eyes and see my disappointment in myself I think that I am running from you, but I am running from myself The chase is crippling, the race is sickening To my stomach as I see you staring at me when there's no one here I'm all alone and I'm struggling to find the peace Paranoia haunts my soul as I take refuge in my head I think that things are safe in here, but nothing's safe inside my head Depression's winning now, my mind is slipping down Into a black hole as I hear the voices calling but there's no one here I'm all alone and I'm struggling to find the Peace within my conscience that carries the weight of all I've done wrong You forgave me, so I should forgive myself The vicious cycle licks its lips as I dig my heels into the dirt I think that I might fail to win, but I refuse to lose this fight I'm all bruised up inside, you can not defend and hide From your opponent even for a moment when you fight against yourself The dust has cleared and I've finally found my peace