Wrong Side of Paradise

I'm so tired when I never used to be Your arm is a blessing, but I'm sleeping myself older I don't blame you I'm too busy blaming me But if things don't break loose, I believe I will implode Don't mind me, I'm on the wrong side of Paradise In my passive-aggressive way I'll beat you down again Don't blame me, I didn't ask you to look up to me Don't look up to me Look up to me Don't look up to me I'm obsessing with a cookie prophesy The one that said that I would "soon achieve perfection" Jamie says I probably achieved it in my sleep And from that waking moment it's all a downhill slide Don't mind me, I'm on the wrong side of Paradise In my passive-aggressive way I'll beat you down again Don't blame me, I didn't ask you to look up to me Don't look up to me Look up to me Don't look up to me There've been days I thought I'd drop dead in the street Although they tell me that there's nothing really wrong But I'm so tired when I never used to be Must be the health food and the lack of caffeine