Been A Mess

Man I been a mess and I really need to start cleaning up It won't cost me much To do the best I can I am But im not really there yet I haven't really stopped feeling fear yet Don't shame me Don't blame me Maybe who you met Is not the same me Yet Nothing can change me Yes Sometimes I do seem suspect I dont know what to suspect Holding on to the Subject I forgive but I never fo'get Casual-T but at times I do feel over dressed though. I own any designer threads yo But actually im fly as hell I'm high as hell But I won't let it get to my head bro Of course I wanna drop a bag on a tag at the sto' Get my mans new jag and a phone Get my gran new pad and a rolls I suppose I'm materialistic Instinct makes me wanna get the flashy wrist shit Which is Not safe when you 'round the witches Niggas wanna catch me slipping And catch a picture I should pose Like Mannequin I been working on a bag like Flanagan She be throwing that back Do that again Yeah baby do that again Baby Give it to me like I never ever had it then We be fucking up the sheets like we mad at them Trynna change the industry like marilyn I feel like they don't get me like mandarin I'm an acronym Antonym I'm mf big Too busy handling