a song you shouldn't hear

I am so sorry for what you are about to hear Well, I'm searching for a soul that's just as fucked up as my own Someone to drag me down to levels that no one will condone And I'll find myself a girl to buy me way too many drinks Talk about the lives we lived before and never ever sink Into the lies that we've been told about the things that we would feel Someone to take away this broken heart like it's something meant to steal And it's cold outside but we Will roll the windows down Speeding in my car The music way too loud Waking up the block Cause we don't care at all And I'm searching for a girl who knows exactly what it means To blackout on top of one another with the record still spinning And I still smell all the alcohol that stains up on her breath Honey, take me to the hospital where I know where I can rest We'll stay checked in there for the whole night, then bail in the morning Then we'll laugh off all this tired pain till that will get boring And I've got nothing to do So why not add to that With somebody new Who doesn't seem to care That my mind just sucks But she don't give a f*ck Pretty words and little inside jokes that'll make a better man of me and I'll never have a solid opinion of anyone in your family cause I'll never see them, maybe once, maybe twice We're not the folks they think we oughta be And I'm searching for someone to get me even more messed up I'm not talking about emotions but puts something in a cup Getting tangled like the laces that will start to come undone In the places twice before I really swore I knew someone Or we'll go back to her room with pentagrams up on the wall Put a movie on the screen and not pay attention at all Cause I've not nowhere to be So why not stay the night Make your favorite tea When I'm making coffee F*ck everything that Is not our pain at all