sleeping in my clothes

Tomorrow when I wake up the same again I'll be headed for the door Where everybody leaves I'll be sitting in my car on a break again With an open blade, caressing it And hoping no one sees But there's people walking in and out And they've got somewhere to be And all they wanna care about Is the money they'll make And I saw a child with his mom And I wondered if he'd be Growing up to be someone Dramatic and scared Oh, here we go Well, I've got a couple things on my mind again I'll be begging for forgiveness If I say what they are Cause no one wants to be around someone Who would rather disappear Well, it's just to much to bare And I'm feeling dizzy in the hall Gunna stumble down the stairs Cause I had too much to drink tonight Don't act like you care And I'll lose it all for nothing now Well it's just the easy way And I think that I'll be better off When you chose not to stay And I'll be sleeping in my clothes And I don't know where to go If there's money to be made Then my existence fades And I'm spinning in my sleep I'll get tangled in the sheets The place where many things were shared Now it's where I am scared So erase me from your mind Until I'm way too hard to find I'm still needed at my job Until this brutal season ends I'll discover what is loss For the thousandth time I guess everything at once It's everywhere