Remember

If i could only forget , the things i can't remember then maybe i'd be fine Perhaps then i would learn to let myself be happy and maybe i'd be fine But when start to laugh it all comes back and makes it me want to cry And all through the night it fills my mind no matter how i fight How do i find the words, to save the lonely child Who's face i can't remember How do i find the words to fight back all the lies Told to me long before that child died I've heard you tear me down, say i'm just a failure, but i don't know if it's true I've heard you say i'm Bad, well maybe i'm just wounded, all because of you And when I start to heal you tear at me you have to make sure that i am scarred And when i start to stand you kick me down make sure I don't get far How do i find the words, to save the lonely child Who's face i can't remember How do i find the words to fight back all the lies Told to me long before that child died I've heard you say you know me, that i'm some kind of monster, well maybe that's just fine You say that my life is wrong, treat me like a freak, well maybe that's just fine A monster i will be i won't be stopped not by the likes of you While you stand there bitching, i still fight it's what you taught me to do... All you ever were is words to scare a lonely child I'm glad i can't remember All the venom you can hurl are ineffective lies I'm glad he can't remember, remember, i'm glad he can't remember... you