Defeated

My unhappiness is incandescent Choking on tears is how I wash down my antidepressant At my breaking point But I'm already broken Just like my heart with the words that you've spoken Walking on eggshells hurts much more than my feet Now I'm down for the count You got me feeling defeated I've got seasonal depressional From winter to fall I need someone to talk to But there's noone I can call Every time I think that things are getting better The darkness comes again and with it stormy weather I keep wishing for the sun but I'm always getting burned There seems to be a lesson here But it's one I haven't learned My unhappiness Is incandescent Choking on tears is how I wash down my antidepressant At my breaking point But I'm already broken Just like my heart with the words that you've spoken Walking on eggshells hurts much more than my feet Now I'm down for the count You got me feeling defeated Three hundred sixty-five days of the year I feel myself giving in I wish I could be what you need from me But I'm tired of fights I can't win My unhappiness Is incandescent Choking on tears is how I wash down my antidepressant At my breaking point But I'm already broken Just like my heart with the words that you've spoken Walking on eggshells hurts much more than my feet Now I'm down for the count You got me feeling defeated You were all that I thought that I needed But you got me feeling Defeated