Suicidal

When we met I can't forget You made my heart stop thought I was dying Now I wish I was because I'm always crying And my heart is just a pain in my chest From always feeling mad or depressed So if I look like I'm sleeping better check for my vitals 'Cause lately I've been feeling a bit suicidal You're always yelling at me for no reason We almost break up every season You say you hate everything about me I want to leave but I have no money And who would rent to me? I'm a cat So guess I'm just stuck where I'm at I try to stay busy but if I'm ever idle Check my pulse 'cause I've been suicidal It's the same story every week Just a different title You go insane And I get suicidal I mask the pain with a song and a smile And that seems to work for a little while But this isn't living It's barely survival So I'm still feeling a bit suicidal Bang bang a gun to my head Or maybe some pills until I am dead Draw a bath grab a razor Story's over Like one big eraser It's your fault that I have to die You had me at hello now I'm saying goodbye Bye bye Bye bye baby bye bye Bye bye Bye bye