Wasting Away

In the back rooms again Always running to the bathroom, I'm scared It's like I never know what hits me As if it doesn't always come and get me again I can't be everything you want me to be There's no way to stop it from taking over me Wasting away my borrowed time I've got nothing, nothing to show for it I'm so fragile to the touch Break me open and leave me to rot away You've got everything you want I can't even open my eyes I'm just clouds of falling dust Pick me up and put me right back together While I slip through your fingers Won't you hold onto the thought of me that lingers? Time, it creeps on me, I'm never alone The hold it has on me is all that I've known I can't be everything you want me to be You can't say I'm not trying When there is nothing left of me Wasting away my borrowed time I've got nothing, nothing to show for it I'm so fragile to the touch Break me open and leave me to rot away You've got everything you want I can't even open my eyes I'm just clouds of falling dust Pick me up and put me right back together If it's true, I'll let it be But I just need some time It's setting in, the ground escapes And I just have to lie Wasting away my borrowed time I've got nothing, nothing to show for it I'm so fragile to the touch Break me open and leave me to rot away You've got everything you want I can't even open my eyes I'm just clouds of falling dust Pick me up and put me right back together