Beta Rhythms

I wonder how My head will turn out By the end of this I'm feeling like I haven't been this way for a long time Would it have been more fun If we had the right drugs The correct amount of dopamine to get along When I wake up I'll be someone else Someone more patient than myself I'm drowning while I try to find the shoreline Anchored by stress I ask myself again Do you have a reason for this breathlessness Expressive to a fault And dying for piece of mind I cave in I cave in another time My words get rearranged Into a picture on your shelf I'll reflect and reflect and reflect Until I'm gaslighting myself Replay the night Feels like I'm drowning I need to sleep It's four in the morning If I'm angry I might say something that I'll regret A brand new argument to lie awake in bed I need a different perspective where are you There's parts of me I wish I never knew When I wake up I'll be someone else Someone more patient than myself I'm drowning while I try to find the shoreline Anchored by stress I ask myself again Do you have a reason for this breathlessness Replay the night Feels like I'm drowning I need to sleep It's four in the morning Replay the night Feels like I'm drowning I need to sleep It's four in the morning Replay the night Feels like I'm drowning I need to sleep It's four in the morning Replay the night Feels like I'm drowning I need to sleep It's four in the morning