Never Wanted To Stay

I've been running around Chasing distractions Not the same things I did before I'm mopping the floors and cleaning the basins The plates could use a rinse or two I'm better than good but I'm worse in the average Way that I've been acclimatised I'm not in a rut but not where I could be But Basically I'm saying That I'm falling off again But basically I'm saying That it's not your fault in the end But I'm skating on the water and I'm drowning Why've I never been here I'm okay but I'm crying In my daydreams and they seem wild And I've been falling out of planes And I've been trying to right my way home And darling I'm only one man breathing One man losing silly games I never wanted to stay I've been floating around And not for the first time I'm thinking 'bout the choices I made I'm running the course And I'm leaving this town This place could use a drink or two I'm better at hope and I'm worse at deceiving I just keep on making believe I'm out of the dark but the lights still unlikely Basically I'm saying That I'm falling off again But basically I'm saying That it's not your fault in the end But I'm skating on the water and I'm drowning Why've I never been here I'm okay but I'm crying In my daydreams and they seem wild And I've been falling out of planes And I've been trying to right my way home And darling I'm only one man breathing One man losing silly games I never wanted to stay