Jeckyl & Hyde

Tried every known poison, every known escape But they've lied, like have they even tried this shit Like what lies are they trying to spit now Are they even trying to cure this How They never found the portal to heaven, only to hell Now in a rage, I scream and rebel Cause I'm sick of the silence, these weary sad drowned eyes I'm fed up with all the endless groans and the sighs It's time to stand up, not time to back down Hold your head up high, high Cause it's do or die now, made it this far down Imagine how far up I could shoot for the stars If I could end this bad luck I'm so sick, so sick, so sick, so sick of this life Of heartbreak and soulache I don't know why, I don't know why This keeps happening to me And as time goes by, I ask myself Am I here for a reason other than making tears in these eyes I'm torn in the middle, somewhere deep inside Can't quite pinpoint, where's the line of divide Between my dark secret, my Jeckyl and Hyde A leg, an arm, what do you want from me now To get the shit out of me, I don't know how Wish I had a clue, what am I supposed to do Therapy's a joke, they don't know what more to do All I wanted to be was good God knows I've tried, I've made my own rules I've tried to abide, but then The darkness comes over and kicks aside The angel I had fighting on my right side I made it to the top and I keep climbing, climbing The only thing I fear is loneliness And it keeps smiling down on me with grinning teeth And it takes a bite out of my life To turn down my chances of taking on this life These lyrics are burned on paper from the pit of my soul They came out of me without a chorus to be told Cause I'm only saying this once, I'm done with this shit So it's time to let loose and put these lyrics on my lips And give on up, spread them on out like the seeds One day they'll be trees What did you do to me? I've been looking through the pages of my diary Thinking about all the ages that I could've gotten back If I didn't stop and gave up the slack What am I doing? This shit is whack Where am I going Gotta find the track back to the reason of the season While I keep teasing my mind Gotta find a way to get behind the truth That I gotta go on without you Without you, without you I found a way to get past this Gotta spread out the seeds One day they'll be trees