Inside Misery

Falling from the sky, in denial, I'm counting the stars My gaze facing away so I don't anticipate my bones splitting apart My breath is stolen from me, I can't seem to cope Inviting darkness to submerge my body and steal my hope Once living, I am now dead I am my own worst enemy Revive me, revive me I said Hold me close and keep in the heat My eyes, turning from a prism into gray, my world collapses No need to hand me a blade, I kill myself as time lapses A marionette stitched to my organs are tearing me inside Strings controlled by the thoughts in my head where they hide Once living, I am now dead I am my own worst enemy Revive me, revive me I said Hold me close and keep in the heat Now rotting, I can't see anymore My vision veiled inside misery I don't know what I keep going for But I'm not willing to end this early All of my thoughts are poison All the things I see are not reality now So depressing what I let myself drown in All the weight of fear itself, waiting to eat me alive I suppose I have to claw my way out Tearing from the inside out, all just to survive Once living, I am now dead I am my own worst enemy Revive me, revive me I said Hold me close and keep in the heat Now rotting, I can't see anymore My vision veiled inside misery I don't know what I keep going for But I'm not willing to end this early