Trapped In My Head

I make up stories in my head to keep Me down and grounded How long until I realize that Im here Just drowning Ill try to keep myself afloat Ill try to keep myself alive For all those times Im asking When does it get better Weight caving in Stress it takes ahold and I just Cant let this go This grip it has its taking over Trapped in my head I am hopelessly spinning Cant fall asleep until this bottles empty I self sabotage with the worst of Intentions Trapped in this hell I've made Can't seem to find my way I built a box in side my head that I cant Seem to get out This path Im on it leads to lies told by My past self All of these lies that are Trapped in my mind Slowly they turn to the voices inside Voice inside No where to run no where to hide Telling myself that my whole lifes a lie Trapped in my head I am hopelessly spinning Cant fall asleep until this bottles empty I self sabotage with the worst of Intentions Trapped in this hell Ive made Cant seem to find my way Lying alone and theres No one to turn too Asking myself how the hell Did I get here Restlessly wrestling with theses Thoughts in my head Its me vs me and these lies that Im living in Trapped in my head I am hopelessly spinning Cant fall asleep until this bottles empty I self sabotage with the worst of Intentions Trapped in this hell Ive made Cant seem to find my way I keep wrestling with myself Its time to turn the page and run I'll keep fighting to be free And Ill keep fighting for someone too Not feel this way Not feel like me Hope it guides me I wont look back its all behind me