Wretched or Divine

Darkness, deep inside; cutting, consuming me Dare I try to hide, or just let it embrace me I try so hard to cry, but I can't seem to catch my breath When my faith is so hard to find, where will I fail next Have I finally lost my mind I'm drowning in my thoughts inside No turning back, no place to hide Am I wretched or divine Is this part of Your design All these thoughts don't feel like mine I'm lying if I say I'm fine Am I wretched or divine My thoughts they lie, pulling me inside myself Madness drives me wild. Is it all that's left Help me, there's no way out, stuck in this hell within My mind, pushing me down. Can I be free again Have I finally lost my mind I'm drowning in my thoughts inside No turning back, no place to hide Am I wretched or divine Is this part of Your design All these thoughts don't feel like mine I'm lying if I say I'm fine Am I wretched or divine Am I too lost to be found Am I still loved or falling down The dark is all that I can see I'm sinking, God, hold on to me Am I too lost to be found Am I still loved or falling down The dark is all that I can see I'm sinking, God, hold on to me Just hold on God, hold on to me Just hold on God, hold on to me Have I finally lost my mind I'm drowning in my thoughts inside No turning back, no place to hide Am I wretched or divine Is this part of Your design All these thoughts don't feel like mine I'm lying if I say I'm fine Am I wretched or divine Just hold on God hold onto me Just hold on Just hold on Just hold on Just hold on Just hold on