Overwhelming

Well this is getting overwhelming... Trying to live up to you My friends all drunk on content But I'm not I needed out of here But I'm afraid that This grave i have dug Is far to deep An i only wish That you were here To cover me up Cause I don't feel Nothing, At all This place, This life Here, Tonight Feeding myself with lies Stories i made up to get by On this high I'm afraid I've lost time Afraid I've lost my mind Cause I don't feel Nothing, At all This place, This life Right here, Tonight