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Got an interview on Saturday Hoping that things will change But I think I'll stay the same (stay the same) Bet I'll end up in a pit again Wishing on a false star Wish life was a racecar (racecar) Numb me up like a dentist Get high off of laughing gas Shoot my foot 'fore a marathon Then I'll sing the same song Wonder what life coulda been If I didn't f*ck up again Cuz I'm starting to think I died Cant feel real anymore Life just seems like a chore I just wanna feel good again Like I did last summer Maybe cuz I was with them But now I'm stuck here to wither Cuz it feels like December but the snows never here Got 10 bucks maybe I can buy a new car Don't know where to go but I can drive real far and You cannot make fun of me no you Can't say I was wrong But I needa do something new And I needa get new eyes Stuck in my room Feelin like a sandbag Spent a little cash Now I'm tryna get my money back I got a little place for you Corpse in a glass bottle Four tons of roadkill Waiting in a space shuttle I know I said I liked it here but I don't really give a f*ck Third time this week that I really felt like giving up Now I'm layin in my bed and my eyes won't stay shut I think I'm in a dream cuz nothin ever feels right