fall from grace

Know I can play the part well But I'm not feeling strong right now My friends are so far away Right now, someone hold me down I wanna spit something honest Right out of a dirty mouth My gums all bleed like bad ghosts Like I'm haunting this desert town For novelty or narcotics For once I feel peaceful But come daylight, I wake with headaches Forget how to save face I'm falling down, down, down From being graceful I shouldn't have said it But I'm glad that I did Put shame and wasting away to the side For self-induced guilt trips Know I can play the part well But I'm not feeling strong right now My friends are so far away Right now, someone hold me down I wanna spit something honest Right out of a dirty mouth My gums all bleed like bad ghosts Like I'm haunting this winter town Unlucky in lucky ways Here, there and nowhere Yeah, that's where I stay Unlucky in lucky ways Grief falls so heavy I can't take the weight It drags on my limbs And my whole body sways And staggers It cuts like a dagger Fading out, I'm shading out your name In my brain, manic laughter Eyes rolled back in skull How is it true that no one feels like me When I can see that I feel just like you? Lonely, electric heart Faulty wires won't start Pick and prod and pry me apart Lonely, electric heart Faulty wires won't start Pick and prod and pry me apart