Cast By Your Hands

Maybe I wasn't as selfish as you made me feel Maybe I wasn't the one who created all those fears Rather choke on my own thoughts than let you hear them You will never feel that anguish I wish I could've ended this Trapping me in guilt Wash me of potential Watch the stream carry the weight The weight of loving you When love to you was just a game Cast by your hands Left me to rot Fragile fingerprints Leftover blood Desolate state of grief Torturing what's underneath My heart cries From the inside I close my eyes to shut out the light I hope this feeling never dies