Here I Am

I walked for 20 miles When I didn't want my name I didn't know where I'd end up I just didn't want to be the same I met the ocean to start again And it held me in its waves I feel beneath the water's depths And haven't come up since then I don't think you understand my words Or could hear the ones you need The boy you loved drowned years ago I'm the man that made him scream He fought me relentlessly Wouldn't let me end his pain So I held him underneath And I'm what he became The most ironic thing Is he thanks me everyday Hello World, well Here I am I've come out to play My life is in your hands But I rigged the game The more of me I throw away I get where I want to go I finally understand The depths of what I say What I want and what I need Are not one in the same So if you ever want to know I am not doing okay But the results of this Have turned out great I see all my past mistakes And won't make them again I no longer give all I have Instead now I just take Hello World, well here I am I've come out to play My life is in your hands But I rigged the game I can't fail if I already won I don't have to do a thing Your end has already come Staring you in the face Take these unpleasant truths Or they'll mark your grave