Blackout

Take control and never it let go I try but sobriety's so hard to come by Withstand the force of a typhoon Drowning my thoughts out with things I don't like to Think about much less talk about Doesn't matter anyway Failing relentlessly I think I'm falling into a blackout Pulled back held down No future of mine Wreaking havoc on my conscience Rethink remind It's a matter of time Before the river drowns me completely I don't know why you keep asking I'm fine, I swear I am Concealed by my own eyes I'm falling into a blackout Gripped by cold dead hands Saps life as I know it Everlasting Urge wont satiate A lust for submission Ill take to my grave Permeate my thoughts And renew the cycle Holding back hell will only swell my desire This craving Has overtaken me Gripped by cold dead hands Saps life as I know it Everlasting Urge wont satiate A lust for submission Ill take to my grave Permeate my thoughts And renew the cycle Holding back hell will only swell my desire This craving Has overtaken me