I'll Never Know

Never give it up  And never let it go I'm still holding onto anger  Like you'd never fucking know  So say what you want I just don't give a shit Man, I've heard it all before And I'm done with all of it You're a bitch and a faker Consistent promise breaker You're always spitting lies So I'm cutting ties With everyone who let me down Or gave me the run around No interest in amends I don't need any fucking friends If you want it Know you got it I'm here to burn all of the money Kill anyone looking at me funny I don't know One day where I'll go When this life comes to an end And I'm just rotting bone They won't let me into heaven So I'm headed for hell Because I'd rather be damned Than stop being myself You know I get it  Forget it I promise  I swear it's ok  I feel like you're holding back Things you wanna say  Tell me again How I could let this go Cause if one thing's for certain  It's that I'll never know  I'm giving all I have And coming up short Never give it up And never let it go I'm still holding onto anger Like you'd never fucking know It's like every single day I can never get away From the person that I am And all these problems in my head Cause I'm never good enough And I always fucking suck It's like all I ever do Is mess shit up No, I can't calm down And I can't turn it around No one could ever understand The way I feel right now You don't If you want it Know you got it I'm here to burn all of the money Kill anyone looking at me funny I don't know One day where I'll go When this life comes to an end And I'm just rotting bone They won't let me into heaven So I'm headed for hell Because I'd rather be damned Than stop being myself You know I get it  Forget it I promise  I swear it's ok  I feel like you're holding back Things you wanna say  Tell me again How I could let this go Cause if one thing's for certain  It's that I'll never know