As Above, So Below

I've never felt this way before in my life the shallow descent into my own personal hell Crushes my chest into a hollow cavern Not even the light of the holy one can shine through Nothing will mend the damage I have done to my self Anger and hatred for the human race fuels the way I live my day to day I am nothing but a plague to the human race a burden to the ones that care for me Nothing but a hollow shell I can't take it anymore the guilty feeling of the cold steel pressed against my forehead is the only bliss I've had in 10 fucking years Anger and hatred for the human race fuels the way I live my day to day I am nothing but a plague to the human race a burden to the ones that care for me I can't stand to see your face I'm an empty heartless Coward with nothing left to give But distant memories Anger and hatred for the human race fuels the way I live my day to day I am nothing but a plague to the human race I am nothing but a burden to the ones I hate