more than you know

I bite my tongue I hold my breath So many things I wish I said My words fall words fall short This time again How can I overthink And still forget? Can someone help Make this make sense? The longer I'm here The harder it gets This Anxiety It hurts my chest I close my eyes And count to Ten more years of this and I might die I never meant to make you cry If I never shoot I'll never know No matter where I'll be You'll always be my home And I'll miss you know than you know If I pack a bag don't wanna make you sick But If stay right here I know feel like shit so I'll miss you more than you know I'm Dysfunctional From my broken home And I apologize cause it's all know I don't like you now Didn't like you then I'm having trouble learning how to forgive Wasted my days Head in clouds And bottle up the things I'd wanna say out loud I'm better now Cause I wrote it down But I'm hoping theres more to this If I never shoot I'll never know No matter where I'll be You'll always be my home And I'll miss you know than you know If I pack a bag don't wanna make you sick But If stay right here I know feel like shit so I'll miss you more than you know If I never shoot I'll never know No matter where I'll be You'll always be my home And I'll miss you know than you know If I never shoot I'll never know No matter where I'll be You'll always be my home And I'll miss you know than you know