addicted to the pain.

I was never very good at goodbye I'll watch you leave and not tear in my eye But I but I I'm addicted to the pain when it burns inside I think it keeps me kinda high Mmm, but I It's not like I am satisfied No, I Can't say goodbye I feel it too deeply I can't say Bye I'll just disappear I I will run and hide Hide I stopped wearing my heart on my sleeve I lost count of all the scars I just bleed But I but I I am detoxing from the negativity in life I gotta do more and more To stay high So I, so I No I Can't say goodbye I feel it too deeply I can't say Bye I'll just disappear I'll run and hide Make it all clear I'll be sincere Make amends, Try and transcend I never did intend To put you in a chokehold Knocked out cold Gone over the threshold